Lord, well, when I type the courage to finish these patients the relationship? I hate my life, I just threw it in the trash, when she married her husband !!! Yes, I know what he is, but I felt that my love, behavior, kindness, warmth change it !!! But after 5 years, and all are !!!
We have been married for the third year, there is a child, a boy, 8 mes.On I did not help either as the maximum hold it for 5 minutes and starts, I necessary to wash, use the toilet, to smoke, sleep, relax, he's working, and I'm sitting at home with the child otdyhayu.On offends me on the terrible, creature, bitch, whore, particular web ... slit, shit fucked ... the first thing that I would not say screaming, normally does not talk with me !!! hanging out with friends, can come to spend the night, I lived in Sweden dealt with the women, lay in the hospital, wrote one recently found a photo of the girls with a baby, I forgot to remove from the folder deleted she sends him a manicure ... and I swallowed it! like this colleague, just pictures ... The material does not help, how can give 1000-5000, took his salary card .... but with her I pay his credit mother credit for his phone and left me even minuscule .... and then he said that a lot of my rank !!!! through the floor, he told me endlessly repeats that I will stay one with its own character, especially now with the child, and he then quickly find a beautiful and good girl !!! I am with him became nervous patient, always weeping, always trying to find the phone that it is the fact of treason, to oust him, I f the above is not enough .... I constant feeling of guilt, there is no mood ... So, I want to ask you, the girl who respect and value themselves as, how do I change? how do I fall in love with yourself and make it clear that I have not lost without him as a stop watch him ?? ??I can not do it anymore.....
